heyoo!

hahah.. i spent de whole of yesterdae's nite packin my room..
now its really super neat n tidy!!
so proud of myself.. =DD
but erhh.. i guess i wun be able to maintain de tidiness for long though.. =x
hahaha nvm lah hoh..
bu zai hu tian chang di jiu, zhi zai hu cheng jing yong you!
=p

heh.. todae's my big bro's 22nd bdae!
lol dun tink he'd get to read tis but aniwae..
Happy Bdae!! =p
unfortunately, his bdae oso happens to fall on de 1st dae of his university exams
hahahahha.. so poor ting can.. =/

yeahh.. den yesterdae as i was packin mi room..
i saw lotsa mementos of de past which got me reminiscing..
hmm den felt kinda overwhelmed wif mixed emotions..
abit of happiness mixed wif abit of sadness n regret..
hahah..
felt pretty stoopid too coz lookin back, de "ME" one year ago was really childish n dumb n irrational etc
n becoz of all dat.. i prolly lost n threw awae lotsa treasured opportunities..

hahah.. i noe u wun understand wad im tokin bout..
but nvm..
felt kinda lik slappin myself for bein so dumb in de past..
hmm i noe its abit late for any regrets now..
yupp.. juz feel dat its all sucha pity bahh..

hee forget it..
at least, ive prolly grown more mature already! =D
i tink..?
hahaha..
yeahh.. why rake up de past?
it'll only make everybody upset..

n history wun repeat..

till den.

[im holdin on juz to feel dark shade
theres daes lik dis when i need youu now
to hold me up, to let me down
if i fall todae hold me up..]